bertukar profession~~

assalamualaikum.. hehe, not exactly tukar profession, but tukar course... skrg ni lg syok berbicara tentang masalah anak2 murid.. (sekarang tinggal anak murid kelas tusyen je la). walaupun sedih sebab ade few student yg berhenti tanpa mengucapkan selamat tinggal, but its okey. geografi is easy, am i right..

back to topic.. korg nak tau x, prob2 yg korg share memang akan menyusahkan ati korg balik.. (saya penah rase da...hehee) gadoh ngn my best buddy (kan Nur fatihah: saje je nak up name ko).. bile sy gadoh ngn ppuan ni, mmg lg teruk drpd sy gadoh ngn someone special sy... saya pun penah dapat back stabber, kirenye sy makan garam dulu la.. tp bab couple mase umur korg 2 xde ek..hehe, kire yg 2, korg makan garam dl.. ngeee~~watever it is: 2 la benda yg akan mematangkan kita... kalu kita xnak org buat kite dgn sesuatu cara 2, kita jgn buat org 2 dengan cara yg xdisukainya. kita xsemestinya salah, kita xsemestinya betol.. kire ade hak atas semua perasaan yg kita rasa, just cara kita mengekspresi kan perasaan 2 yg membezakan..

lg 1, ape pun yg terjadi, u are not alone..n i'm always stand next to u... sayang korang. hehe

6 person:: that i love most

entry kali ni pasai 10 orang yg haku pling sayang.. org2nye adalah...yang pasti bukan orang-orangan.. ngee~~

1. My lovely parent..
of course la mumy n dady terletak di tangga teratas dalam carta. kalu mumy ngn dady xde, cam ne korang nak ade. betol ke x?? hehe... my mum: orang yg sempoi gile.. berbanding ngn umo, 61 thn, mumy x macam org yg 61 tahon p0n. sweet, uban p0n xbanyak.. hehe.. my dady: buleh dikatakan otai kamp0ng dusun. hahaha~ sorry dad. bukan pesen org yg memarah, but, sekali dia bercakap. adui....makan dalam.

ni la incik daud and makcik b a.k.a pn hanidah 

love u mum

2. my big family
di tangga ke dua: my big family.. 7 orang adik beradik and 13 nephew.. mmg pheww!! tak termasuk ipar yang ade 5 orang 2.. ayong, anyah, abang, uda, ateh, haku n adik. abg ipar haku: along nazri, abg an, along nizam (along lg!!) and abg apiz.. anak2 sedare, ramei sgt, malas nak taip..hehe

the power of women~ yeay!

3. my fiancée'
yang ni, xmau komen banyak2.. ape2 yg jadik p0n, dia tetap antara oorg yg paling haku sayang

4. my buddy!! ~nur fatihah bt ahmad siaaimi~
ppuan ni my very best-friend, best buddy and sume yg best la.. insyaALLAH persahabatan yang ikhlas akan sentiasa diredhai.. am i right??

5. my bes friend
yang ni p0n kengkawan haku yg rapat.. yang dr UPC, yang mmg da wujud sejak lama.. i will never forget bout u la, haryana suaini, rosnani udin, ahmad iqbar omar, and both of them always stand next to me, my very close besfriend:habib ismail, syed saifullah

6. my fiance family
walaupun diorg belom lg jadik family sebenar, tp for me, diorang da jd part of my self..watever happen, they will stay be my family.

memperkenalkan::: ngee~~dari kiri lelaki duduk 2 skip, yg tengah berdiri: mak nah, kanak2 riang 2 alia, dak girl yg duduk: ila n that si lelaki kanan tgh duduk 2 men..

ade lagi: 

my grand parent (atok, da hampir 100 years, opah: almost 90 years old)

my teacher n my lecturer

ramai lg la my my nye... 

(akan bersambung dengan ..things:: that i love most. weeee~~)

~thinking of sumething~

at the age of 24...i started to think bout the future
am i ready to have a commitment: means new relation:..
maybe i have to think about it over and over again after what happen to me...
life is not cruel, but people do that violence.
God never let u far, but u keep God far from u. (including me)

future: what will happen next..
who knows? nobody knows...
i cant even think about it coz that could not be reach by the normal brain.
only ALLAH know, the best for His servant.

if we are not mean for each other, separate us, without hating each other
but if there is a fate between us, please make us close with each other and please treat oour heart and feling, so we could built a new happy moment again: together..

~~i'm trying my best to be a growing up matured girl~~

~~ter merindu~~

sekarang ni, mata haku sgt jahat..

bila malam, dia xnak tertutop awal,

fikiran melayang jauh pk mase depan..

macam2 benda da jadi, tp pengakhirannya xtau kat mana

masa depan dia akan berakhir mcm mane..

kan best kalu mase boleh diputar balik..

haku nak kembali ke zaman dl2..

hanya kau n aku...

sekarang, haku try nak bangkit semula,

nak kerja..jauh p0n xpe..

nak carik ubat bg hati..

tah la...ape yg akan jd nt...

cAmP!!

macam syg sgt je haku kat sekol kan...hehe..bebudak praktikel yg lain da x g sekolah, tp haku baru balik join camp perdana kat sekolah.. mmg terbaikkk!!! syok la walaup0n tetiba ade  keuzuran yg melanda diri... what ever it is.. cikgu mahu anda gunakan semangat kerja sama 2 elok2.. cukup2 xpuas ati sesama kita.. kia ni da jd smkdarians.. so, we should stand as ONE!! (teringat lagu dlm cite lion king: simba's pride)..

damnly miss that moment!!

bile ati terlalu rindu, ni la yg jadi~~tgok gambar2 lama balik..

hurmm~~saat terindah mmg best..tp saat ter-tak indah p0n best gak..mengajar jd sumone yg kuat... antara moment yg dirindui sangat2 adalah seperti berikut..(ayat skema)

 for once..this is one of my best moment in my life...

 last raya.... (akan berulang lagi ke happiness cm ni)

 the time that we hang out together

she is the best among the best...

khas utk nur fatihah: 

tanx 4 keep being with me.. just sometimes, i will lost in this emotions.. but u keep try your best to make me calm, even it doesn't work at all..but u always try your best to stay by my side... insyaALLAH, selagi abernafas selagi 2 aku jaga relation kite as a BFF in the world.. jangan nt laki ko jeles suda.. hehe..

dear ALLAH, ~aku mohon kepada-Mu, agar Engkau melindungi sahabatku dari segala kesusahan.. lapangkan rezekinya dan permudahkan lah urusannya.. 

~~pendaftaran bermula~~

~~ahaks..pendaftaran hape??
-pendaftaran suri rumah tanpa tangga... sesi pertama setel sudah, tggl sesi jd drebar, sesi tukang masak, sesi basuh pinggan..~~bab kain: mintak maap la ek mak.. huhuhu

sunyi k0wt bile da ngaja ni: tanggal 20/5/2011: genap 4 tahun pengajian, n tamat praktikum.. sedeynye...
(T_T) nak bz lagi...kalu x musti badan kembali menjadi tong drum!!-pas ni kompom haku rajin mengupdate. hehe: my life as a suri rumah tanpa tangga